Life with a boy and his Hypoplastic Left heart Syndrome, now Heart transplant and partial Liver from Aspergillius. Also, a girl and her Tethered Spinal Cord Syndrome, Neuro Endocrine Cell Hypoplasia, Lumbar Hemangioma, asymmetrical gluteal cleft, Pectus Carinatum and two Super Sisters and one yummy baby brother.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Can I just vent...

I know I am supposed to try to be positive all the time. But, today has been a hard day. If you have ever been prego, had a wife who has been prego, or even spent some time around a lady that is prego; this little venting session should come as no surprise. I am so frustrated that I have no energy. I wanted to get up and get some things done around the house today. I got up fine, then I tried doing stuff. I was winded, tired, weepy, and frustrated within minutes. I cancelled Ry's play date because I needed to lay down and now I am fretting about the rest of the things I need to do today. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, it is just far far away. Okay, I am feeling better now. I think it is a good thing this will be the last week of doing appointments involving color. I think I can still do cuts. Not for long. I'll just see how things go.


Jennifer said...

I am so sorry that you are struggling. Just know that we love your family and are constantly praying for you. You take care of you, ok?

sstar said...

Venting just isn't all bad - I'm tellin' ya. Sometimes (as evidenced by my blog last week) a good bit of shared frustration feels much better. If you're ever looking for a good ear to vent into instead of a keyboard, you have my phone # and I'd love to talk to you for any reason. :)

Coley said...

Hey Brynnie!
I am so so sad that I didnt get to see you when I was in town. I have read your whole story and you and Jeff are truly amazing. Little Alex (and Ryleigh)is so blessed to have you as parents. Your pictures were beautiful too! I love you guys and think about you often. You have far surpassed me in doing hair, I stopped all together(except Jareds h/c) at like 30 weeks. Ryleigh is soo cute and adorable, I really miss being around family. Prayers and hugs I love you,
your cuz coley